Sunday, August 28, 2016

What Makes Me Write I?




I just completed my first ten-chapter erotica story this month, a book that I started over 20 years ago. It took me three weeks to edit it. I wrote many stories and poetry over the years but never published them formally. “Maestro Island,” my latest published tome, well sort of as this book is part of an erotic series titled Erotica Manifesto – is a self published digital book through Kindle Digital Publishing. The printed version of my story will be released in three weeks. What an amazing impression to have accomplished writing a substantial book and then seeing it uploaded onto Amazon’s self-publishing platform. This gives me a sense of control over my own literary business. Of course, it will be a challenge, as I do not have an agent or a publishing machine to promote my book. What the hell? I’m learning all about the publishing industry and what I do and don’t want for my literary creations.
You see, I caught the travel bug early in my life. That nasty bug first took me to Britain where I enrolled at Cambridge University in Economics and British English courses during my college days. I considered myself a very good writer and I do love to write, but writing daily journals was not going to get me very far. After returning to LA and finishing my education at USC, I went back to traveling globally, all the while writing about my experiences while on the road, or in the air. Such countries as China, Canada, Australia, France, Germany, Dominican Republic, Japan, and Thailand – I visited and in half of these countries I lived, even with my daughter by my side as she grew up.
            When I went on the KDP website a few months ago, I thought excitedly, ‘OMG, I’ve been saved!’ Over the years, I’ve submitted sample chapters of manuscripts I had written and always received rejection letters from various publishers around the country. Several months I would wait for an answer only to get a rejection. None of the letters ever gave me a critical reason why my books were unacceptable for publishing. Was it subject matter, was it poor quality, or was it not marketable enough? These publishers gave me no clue.
            It wasn’t until this year that I felt that I should pick up the pin, literally, pull out my old works, dust the pages off and start back to writing again. I am still accustomed to writing down my thoughts and stories free hand in a notebook, and then I type it out when I think my story is completed. However, I type all my research for my stories into a word doc, as most of it is gathered by my research assistant. Then I transfer it to Google docs so that I can share it with my editor to do the necessary corrections.
Recently, I’ve gotten an itch to write erotica. Though I’ve written on such subjects as socio-economics, secular humanism, and corporate power fictional stories, I’m drawn to the subject of sexual expression and freedom in today’s world. Something is lacking in a pure and clean way we look at sexual passion in our society. Why does it all have to be so capitalistic, turning sex into porn, $2.99 chat rooms, Vegas prostitution and dirty magazine smut? Why does sex have to be associated with love to be beautiful? I create tasteful erotica that is explicit but has sophisticated quality and well-researched topics. I veer away from the typical smut and allusions to pornography. You’ll get no ‘50 Shades of Shit’ in my stories. All scenarios and characters that I develop in my stories are based on real experiences, real people I’ve encountered and real places I’ve visited while on my travels. What comes out of my head is what I’ve seen, done or witnessed. It is rare that I would write something fabricated. Instead of just publishing what I’ve written in my journals over the years, I’ve decided to put my journals into erotic fiction.
I will eventually write about the dichotomy between the impression of sex and its taboo stigma in our country’s Christian community. Another subject that is important to me is the man’s role in a woman’s sense of creativity and expression and how much the male presence tends to skew the pure female experience in her creation. Then I’ll blog about the educational system in America or lack of and the reasons why I give a failing grade to our K-12 system.








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